Ok, well, this is my first time doing anything like this...I've heard of people having online journals and this is the first time I thought to make one. I saw my friend joie's and I thought I would make one, too. i never really kept up with regular diaries and journals, so i don't know how well i will keep up with this one either...but i'll give it a shot. Um...this is finals week for me, and you'd think that i would be pretty busy, but that's not the case. I'm not really that busy because I'm only taking 3 classes right now and they're all humanities courses. I'll be back in Cali in about a week, and I'll be driving, so that means that I will have a car...THANK GOD!!! Anyone who knows me knows that I have to have a car or else i wither away and die. I can't wait to see Joie and Elaine, my best friends from California. I also can't wait to see my boyfriend, Paul. We have been going out for 6 months as of last Saturday. Which he forgot to call me for. A little background on me and Paul....well, we met last summer through a mutual friend and we hung out all day every day while i was home for three months. he made it pretty clear very early on that he wanted a relationship and i wasn't sure if i wanted one. i was happy with the life i had as a single female college student at an engineering school, but he just wouldn't leave me alone. don't get me wrong, i loved hanging out with him, but i just couldn't see a long-distance thing working between us since i didn't really do relationships to begin with. well, one thing led to another, and i realized that i didnt want to be with anyone else but him, and we agreed to give the long-distance thing a shot. well, after awhile, he decided that he was going to come out to michigan and live with me. and he did. and we lived together for about a month and a half. then one day, while i was at school, he left, and didn't talk to me for 3 days....when we finally talked, he told me that he still loved me, but that he couldn't live with me right that minute. so, he moved back home and is now living with his parents. well, it didn't take very long for his parents to start running his life, and now he has no liscence, no car, no cell phone, and he can't use their house phone to talk to me either. well, needless to say, our relationship is going to be very difficult if he can't talk to me, so i went out to california last week to see him. and i saw him for about 3 days out of the seven that i was there. i don't know how much longer we are going to be able to be together if something drastic doesn't happen very soon. by drastic i mean, either i change schools or he makes an effort to talk to me or see me more because i don't know how much longer i can handle the distance...not only the physical distance but the fact that we can't talk at all anymore either. anyway, that's something that we're going to need to figure out when i get out there.

welcome
welcome to nutang!! i hope you find solution to this asap! hopeyou get to hang out and talk again
» Ajibalaji89 on 2004-03-22 09:01:52

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